the world

Dreamin' of that face again. It's bright and blue and shimmerin'. Grinni' wide and comferting me with its tree warm and wild eyes. On my back and tumblin' down that hole and back again, rising up and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye. A child's rhyme stuck in my head,. It said that life is but a dream. I've spent so many years in question to findI've known this all along- " So good to see you, I missed u so much I'm so glad it's over I missed you so much I came out to watch you play." Why are you running away?Shrouding all the ground around me, is this holey crow above me? Black as holeswith a memory Blue as our new sun. I stick my hand into the shadow and pull the pieces from the sand from whichi attempt to reassemble to see just who I may have been. I do not recognize the vessel, But the eyes seem so familiar, like phosphorescent dessert buttons singing one familiar song So good to see you, I've missed you so much,I'm so glad it is over, I missed u so much I came out to watch you play. Why are you running away?

you gotta find ur inner strength cause u just can't throw ur life away.
you gotta learn to rely on u,with beauty,strenghth,and wisdom.
yYou don't need a man to make tings fair.
Cuz more likely he won't be there.
Listen girls u gotta know its true, cuz in the end all u got is u.

I love the sweet smell of Fall and the sight of fallen leaves flowing around me.
I love how th coolness sends a shiver up my spine,
or how the light wind moves through my hair.
iI like to sit in the park and watch teh little kids scream and
smile playing around in the colored leaves.
I don't know but when i'm outside and i see, smell, and hear all of these things
my world gets a little bit brighter.

an unborn child which i cannot have for the fact that i would be disowned.
I know i shouldn't car, for this baby is my own.
But what am i gonna do when there is no where else to turn.
So in the future i wish me good luck
for the baby i will recieve
cuz in that lifetime
that baby will be what i need.

This is love that i want so deeply.
it dosen't seem like its not gonna happen
so what do i do hold true?
or let go and give my love to someone else?
I don't know,but the one thing i know for certainis he is the one i dream of,
the one i have that certain moment with.
How do i tell him that a friend is no longer a desire i want for him?
I want him an no one else, but i guess that is up to him.
He's got to make that choice cuz i have really made mine.